bLu 21. Legal. St. Paul College of Pasig. University of Sto. Tomass. BS-Biology. Biology Dance Squad. Hyperluu. Schizoid. Rational. hopeless romantic. diabetically sweet. nature lover. music freak. dance-aholic. bgirl?. alcohol. FOOD. iced tea. lemon chicken. yang-chao fried rice. pc. highlighter. books. movies. guns. chucks. cars. sports. extrovert. angst level=99%. jokes. humor. laughter. BEACH. illusion. a little bit of everything unconventional. RANDOM. i love my family. i love my friends.
live. laugh. love. learn. EAT.


You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one
And you'll be lost

Coldplay - Lost


layout: lyricaltragedy
inspiration: outgone

your exits
7:55 PM | Tuesday, March 01, 2005
KRYZELLE..... for the greatest talent there was.

i miss you.
i'm sorry.
sleep tight. i'm comin....

i can't stop crying... everytime i think of her, my eyes starts to well up tears. i'm so sorry kryzelle. for everything. sorry for not being there the day you passed away. i'm sorry because i think i'm partly to blame for your emotional hardships when you were still here. i'm sorry for letting a single situtation ruin our friendship--i never wanted it to be that way. whenever i see you in the corridors or in your room, just plain sitting there, i so badly wanted to sit beside you and talk to you. just like old times. but now its too late. now i'm crying for being stupid. for letting the oppurtunity of having your company again pass by. i miss our mushy days. when we would help each other out with our complicated lives. when we would go to the back of the tv and shout at each just for tension release. then in the end you would squeeze my arm so hard kasi nanggigigil ka.. then.. we would talk again. along with fatzie. she'd be the one to break us up whenever we have our bangayans. i miss those days. again, its all too late. i feel guilty. for not being there for you. for not opening up about our past situation. i want to cry my heart out. i want everything to go back to the way they used to be. i want you to be here performing with us and at least taking your final bow. ONE LAST SHOW. we've been together for all the acting stints. its too late to back out now. lets all do it together. be there when it happens. the stage is yours. show them how strong you are. prove to them that no sickness can ever hinder you for doing what you love. for fulfilling your passion in life.

you're still the queen and you'll always be.

i love you kryzelle. i'll always treasure every moment we've spent together. and i hope when i get there, we'll still be able to do what we love the most.

i'm coming...