bLu 21. Legal. St. Paul College of Pasig. University of Sto. Tomass. BS-Biology. Biology Dance Squad. Hyperluu. Schizoid. Rational. hopeless romantic. diabetically sweet. nature lover. music freak. dance-aholic. bgirl?. alcohol. FOOD. iced tea. lemon chicken. yang-chao fried rice. pc. highlighter. books. movies. guns. chucks. cars. sports. extrovert. angst level=99%. jokes. humor. laughter. BEACH. illusion. a little bit of everything unconventional. RANDOM. i love my family. i love my friends.
live. laugh. love. learn. EAT.


You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one
And you'll be lost

Coldplay - Lost


layout: lyricaltragedy
inspiration: outgone

your exits
8:46 PM | Thursday, March 17, 2005

talked to you tonight
to sort things out the right way we used to be
when you were still here with me
I wanted you to know
if you have loved me so
then why didn't you let me know
'cause I didn't wanna let you go
so why don't you just runaway from here
'cause I don't want you to get hurt by me
this way
you loved me to the point where I was lost
but then I couldn't catch you there
right there
so just runaway
runaway from here
won't you runaway
runaway from here
and I will never know
if we could ever go
the way that we should be.

---- *H*A*L*E*

after months of being cooped up in this hell hole, my mind has now gone from completely blank, to mentally incapacitated. well at least something happened--or not. anyway, i got my UP results. at first i kept on laughing, but part of me wanted to bang my head on the wall for being so stupid. i got pretty good grades in reading, english and science (time to brag :p --they were all 9's) but there's a catch..math. i wanted to be happy for getting good grades but the bigger problem was, math gave me a friggin 44. yeah, i know. now that grade really pulled me down. eventually, my UPG would be affected and a big chunk of it would be going down the drain. so much for high hopes. ho hum..

trip to bora is getting closer and my mind is going in circles. i actually have to sacrifice being in the batch picture just so i could get the friggin ferry tickets. how nice. i wouldn't be able to see myslef in the pic anyway. :p queenie is goin with me to get the tickets. full support sha for b0ra. i want to thank queenie for always being there. i know bam has been stressed lately because of her debut and the others are with, well, others. so were stuck together. i'm very thankful she's always there.

its a dragging thing, having to spend 2 weeks of your life, burning holes in squishy chairs. grad practices bore me. seriously, who wants to practice anyway? they're just a waste of time and they're just prolonging the agony of us, wanting to get hold of the friggin diploma and get it all over with. award or no award. anyway, i got a loyalty award--for loyally enduring the practices. kiddin. i stayed in spcp for 11 years and loyally, (disdainfully) finished my business.

i'm getting sleepy. i'll post more later.