bLuwi

bLu 21. Legal. St. Paul College of Pasig. University of Sto. Tomass. BS-Biology. Biology Dance Squad. Hyperluu. Schizoid. Rational. hopeless romantic. diabetically sweet. nature lover. music freak. dance-aholic. bgirl?. alcohol. FOOD. iced tea. lemon chicken. yang-chao fried rice. pc. highlighter. books. movies. guns. chucks. cars. sports. extrovert. angst level=99%. jokes. humor. laughter. BEACH. illusion. a little bit of everything unconventional. RANDOM. i love my family. i love my friends.
live. laugh. love. learn. EAT.


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You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one
And you'll be lost

Coldplay - Lost

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7:55 PM | Saturday, August 20, 2005
i'm lonely and depressed.

the mood swings just can't seem to go away. swing swing.

i'm tired. of everything. why am i doing those things if they're not meant for you? why do i keep on sacrificing my time if you don't even enjoy my company, at all? why do you keep on hidin the fact that you just don't care about me? or anyone at all? you're a piece of crap and you still haven't figured that one out. crap crap crap

i'm all alone and i'm hating it. i wasn't like this before. i was used to being alone and having things done my way and all on how i want it. but now, it seems i got used to being around with people, laughing non-stop and boredom wouldn't exist. loneliness kills.

here comes depression. i know my conscience is clean but the problems just keep on coming in. lies. and more white lies. when will this stop?

i want everything to be back to normal again. when i go back to school, no more lies.

i've been lying to myself the whole time.