bLu 21. Legal. St. Paul College of Pasig. University of Sto. Tomass. BS-Biology. Biology Dance Squad. Hyperluu. Schizoid. Rational. hopeless romantic. diabetically sweet. nature lover. music freak. dance-aholic. bgirl?. alcohol. FOOD. iced tea. lemon chicken. yang-chao fried rice. pc. highlighter. books. movies. guns. chucks. cars. sports. extrovert. angst level=99%. jokes. humor. laughter. BEACH. illusion. a little bit of everything unconventional. RANDOM. i love my family. i love my friends.
live. laugh. love. learn. EAT.


You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one
And you'll be lost

Coldplay - Lost


layout: lyricaltragedy
inspiration: outgone

your exits
2:00 PM | Saturday, September 03, 2005

no parents today. i'm freakin bored! i wanted to go to the game so i can cheer for my classmates. but noo, i had to accompany my tita for a little faith healin. so now, jam and i are stuck at home, soundlessly cheerin for them through YM. nice one. haha. (WALAAA YAAN!!!!) :p

my role in life right now is the problemcatcher. yea, that's what it is. i think. its like everytime i go online or talk to people, i hear numerous problems. all in a different case but all with the same solutions. yeah sure, easy for me to say. but i do have problems just like theirs and i do want them all to be gone. every weekend i get depressed coz i'm not in school. know why? coz i rely on my friends for support. with them, unknowlingly doing it. what happens at home is better left there and not brought in school where the life is so much different. two different families. two different lives. you just have to get used to it no matter what you say or do.
excuses are better off ignored than being pondered on. they would lead you nowhere. its always a dead end if you can't finish what you started and blame it all on hellish excuses and especially blaming it on yourself. that's where frustrations start. sure, blame it on the world that hell is dawning on you but you'd never go farther than that. blame all you want. release all the tension between you and the world then--stop. think. then move. slowly. contentment doesn't come on the express lane. tweak your life a little then all will go smoothly as you please.

yeah, right. who am i to say all that? but i'm only human, sure i can't do everything i said, but i'm doing as much as i can to follow it. no regrets in life. i love my course. i'll survive it. sure. even if i'll still be studying by the time i reach 30. as long as i have my friends with me, i'm gonna be fine. seriously.