a valentine's day treat

v-day wasn't that bad even if i have no significant other to share the day with. yea sure, it's fun being single.. but the want or the need to have someone still lingers.

i miss....

having to talk to someone about everything.

having someone to call as my 'significant other'

the pure bliss moments.

knowing that i have someone to love
and know that it's real.


morethananythingelseintheworld,it'saBIGchangethatiwant.
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Single's Nite at Au's

we ate. we drank. we laughed. we shared. we played. we had fun.
thanks you guys.

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i know i'm not supposed to get all affected with what's happening coz it was my plan for it to happen anyway. but here i am, acting stupid and pretending to ignore the fact that i do think about it almost all the time. the expected happened but i wasn't ready for this at all. but i'm trying to take it the logical way. luu, try to act mature this time..

i just hope no one will ASSUME anything. that'll make matters worse. know the truth first before you act or even say anything.

as for my side, i never assumed nor expected anything. it's not in me to think that way. i just didn't want it to go further.. so i had to make a move. i had to make it stop before matters get worse. well it did stop. everything stopped. it's like we never knew each other. clap*clap. yes, a stupid decision for me. but it's not my fault for you to think that way. i never wanted nor waited for anything---at all.

i miss a friend.