21. Legal. St. Paul College of Pasig. University of Sto. Tomass. BS-Biology. Biology Dance Squad. Hyperluu. Schizoid. Rational. hopeless romantic. diabetically sweet. nature lover. music freak. dance-aholic. bgirl?. alcohol. FOOD. iced tea. lemon chicken. yang-chao fried rice. pc. highlighter. books. movies. guns. chucks. cars. sports. extrovert. angst level=99%. jokes. humor. laughter. BEACH. illusion. a little bit of everything unconventional. RANDOM. i love my family. i love my friends.
live. laugh. love. learn. EAT.
You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one
And you'll be lost
Coldplay - Lost
12:29 AM | Sunday, March 12, 2006
i'm trying to be happy. i really am. but so far, all i've done is to drown myself in self pity and think bad thoughts. i'm getting praning
. every move, every word, i take it all in and make my own bullshit theories. i have succumb to being a tiny speck of pathetic crap. i never expected this to happen but hell, it's here. a big slap on the face--welcome to reality luu.. it's not all milk & honey, sometimes shit does happen. my frustrations are going up another notch and i'm trying to take everything seriously. maturely, more like.
rrr.... i need to see my hs friends. i know they'll be able to bring back the old me. nobody knows me the way you guys do.
i asked for a big change... well here it is. everything is coming back to me in one blow.
and i have no idea what to do.
i can't ask for help from the same people anymore. i've said too much.
this is pathetic. i'm pathetic...