bLu 21. Legal. St. Paul College of Pasig. University of Sto. Tomass. BS-Biology. Biology Dance Squad. Hyperluu. Schizoid. Rational. hopeless romantic. diabetically sweet. nature lover. music freak. dance-aholic. bgirl?. alcohol. FOOD. iced tea. lemon chicken. yang-chao fried rice. pc. highlighter. books. movies. guns. chucks. cars. sports. extrovert. angst level=99%. jokes. humor. laughter. BEACH. illusion. a little bit of everything unconventional. RANDOM. i love my family. i love my friends.
live. laugh. love. learn. EAT.


You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one
And you'll be lost

Coldplay - Lost


layout: lyricaltragedy
inspiration: outgone

your exits
11:39 PM | Tuesday, April 04, 2006
2 weeks of summer heat

and i'm starting to melt. dark chocolate, anyone? :p


for the past few days, my brother has been trying to patch things up with his girlfriend due to the fact that he didn't text her the moment he got home from HK. they had a loong talk on the phone the other night and i think some cryin happened. my sister on the other hand, kept in touch with her partner the whole trip. even if she almost spent more than P400 for that.
so here's the thing,
i'm wondering why their partners (and my siblings) act that way. i mean, yea sure they love each other, blahblah, but getting mad over such a thing like not texting is weird to me. (and he has a valid reason!) as for my sister, her partner was thinking of weird 'ka-praning' thoughts (like our plane myt crash, something myt happen during the trip) blahblahblah. small things would be a BIG deal to them. they would fight over petty things but in the end, they would be together like nothing else mattered.
a little conversation between me and my sister (she tried to answer my question)
Ate : (telling me about the thoughts of her partner)
Lu : bakit ganun? sobrang praning naman yata. pati pa ung kay kuya.
Ate : ganyan talaga
Lu : anung ganyan talaga?
Ate : kapag ngka boyfriend ka na ganyan din mararamdaman mo
Lu : eh.....
Ate : i mean ung mahal mo
Lu : ah......

so i never really cared.

it would be nice to feel that someone thinks of you almost all the time. wonders what you're doing, thinking if you're okay and hoping that you really are. someone that would constantly check up on you, even if they subtly show it. like simply asking random questions when they obviously know the answer, when truthfully, they just want to hear your voice or a simple message from you would complete their day. 1 message is all it takes. a simple thought would make that person happy.

...and you would do the same.

fortune cookie from my friend,
Lu, you've forgotten how to love and what love is. It's been a long time. What are you planning to do...

at the moment, nothing.

i have a long patience and i'm not in a hurry. i want to spend more time with myself first. :)