8:48 PM | Saturday, April 08, 2006
im gonna have to start living like i have a purpose. everything seems so muddled up in my mind and i've ceased to imagine what may happen. a few days ago my heart started to beat like mad (okay, that's too much) and my instincts were telling me that something bad is gonna happen. for a few minutes of my life, i was scared.
then i again, i might be wrong.