more than a month of not blogging is not good. my writing skills have gone haywire.

tomorrow. promise. i'll be posting a long one. and hopefully i won't get carried away.

the feeling is just too much. one moment it's here. then next thing i know, it's gone. i want it to be completely gone. no one to catch me. it's going to be a hard fall, i know. i don't care anymore. let me feel the pain and bleed. it's the fastest way.


i'm just tired..

of everything.

too much thinking hurts. i've only had 1 night of good sleep. i need more time.


i'm missing a smile. and a warm hug that fits just right.


luu is fading. curse the vagueness.