updating twice in a single day is not good... sue me.

okay so cryo-mode is not working for me and so is pulling the plug on this stupid blog. (im starting to rhyme. wth) i've got so much stuff in my head right now that it's starting to hurt. i gotta let some of it out. so guess what, an hour after dinner, i slept coz i was left alone again and my mind just started thinking. it's like it's on auto-think mode now that i can't even control it. so what have i been thinking? everything. no more waterworks. just plain, stare-at-the-wall-drown-yourself-with-music kind of thinking. and my friend told me to take care of my heart coz at this moment, it's too fragile. one poke and it's gone. (emo mo dude. haha) good thing thinking only constitutes the brain and all other organs are left alone. especially my stomach.

this site is my only therapy. or maybe writing is. anyway..

save them.. but stop hoping luu