6:50 AM | Saturday, November 25, 2006
when i said i don't want to cry anymore, i meant it. im holding back all the tears. im really trying even if i'm constantly reminded. but my stupid dreams....shit. i had another one again. it was close to real life which made it hurt more. i cried in my dream, and i was crying when i woke up.
unconsciously. so now the dreams do the crying for me. is that really how bad i want to cry?
now what...