it's Christmas again and i still don't feel like it.

yes. it's a happy christmas with all the cooking and baking and hearing the kids laughter in the house again. everybody was just happy. :)

and i had my simple happiness when i made the perfect batch of cookies and everybody liked it! the kids didn't even know that it was oatmeal they were eating! it was just fun seeing them enjoy those cookies.

see? simple things still make me happy. i just don't want to expect something and get disappointed in the end. so i just make every minute worthwile. the company is enough for me. the smiles and the laughter. and add a good conversation with that too.

my Christmas happiness started at around past 4. the whole family was there. add some pahabol xmas messages from special people, and everything was just perfect.

now its morning of the 26th. Christmas is over and reality has just begun.