it's an EK day for the cousins! get this, the 4 of us plus 7 more cousins on the father side and 6 of them are kids. what.a.day. happiness. disappoinment. thoughts. stress. a bit of happiness again.

now i don't exactly know what to feel. and for the record, this has been going on for more than a month. cmon lu, just keep on wallowing in your sorrows. that's really healthy. no wonder i've been hurting everyday. yea riiigiht..

a dear friend always tells me, "wag ka na sad." and a little smiley to that. :)
i'm not sad--well not all the time anyway. i just think a lot that's why i need some stress release. something that would make me forget. like the paper clay art w/c i finished in 2 days (picture to come!). or a day at the mall. or some project we have to give full time effort on. i don't know... but i am really trying my best to be happy and i'm hoping that i'm doing a good job at it. :)

i guess no moa or shang for me tomorrow..

what else...

EK pics will be posted when the cable decidedes to work.

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