1:33 AM | Tuesday, December 12, 2006
lack of sleep = lack of inspiration
it's 1. 30am. freakin file wont upload.
i don't mind if no one cares right? (self-assurance. : ) i'm just drowning in self pity.
i hate expecting and getting disappointed in the end. i know you don't always get what you want. but God, please. at least show me something. futile or not. it may be implied or a big slap on the face. whatever.
not at tune with nature again. all the forces are going against me--or im going against them.