Implications of a terrible disease called PRIDE..

--you always don't wanna be the one to do the first step to be with someone

--you always try to hide your feelings..

--you don't want others to know that you're hurt..

--you're afraid of telling someone that he is special

--you're afraid of losing someone but afraid to show it..

--you're afraid to love someone whom you think can't love you back..

--you're so aware of what others think that you can't do what you want..

--you're not happy..

--in the end, you lose everything without even trying to have it..


i guess Pride is my Sin. and that's what my friends have been telling me for years. but i know that i can still change whatever it is that's listed up there. i know it won't be easy, but i'll try. it'll take time but i have to be patient with myself.. or else i might screw up again.

first lesson for 2007 : Everything takes TIME. (and it took me more than a month to prove that to myself. :p)


i'm happy. :D