pahabol.

a lot of people are asking if i'm okay. like they're checking up on me. sometimes i tell them 'yes' or 'i don't know yet' or i answer them with another question or i simply change the subject.

truth : i really don't know.

ever wondered why i'm TOO happy?
-so i'll be ready.

but i do appreciate everyone who asked. i really do appreciate it. sometimes they text or pm out of the blue just to check up on me. sweet. see? this is why i love my friends. i'd rather pamper them than myself. haha.
i'm not going to expect anything from someone anymore. no more disappointments. coz through the whole of this summer vacation, those who i never expected to talk to was there and very much eager to spare some of their time to an old friend. they were there to help me through a lot of stuff. thank you. you guys made me realize a lot of things. (uy, drama!)
------------------------------------
anyway. jogging again tomorrow. then practice. eat. practice. eat. practice.

discipline!
------------------------------------
my view:

If you can't accept me at my worst, then you don't deserve to see me at my best.