Forgive and forget. that's what they say. it's good advice but it's not very practical. when someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. when someone wrongs us, we want to be right. without forgivenes, old scores are never be settled. old wounds never heal. and the most we can hope for is that one day, we'll be lucky enough to forget.

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what happened today is beyond evil. when i heard the news, my mind instantly thought of six people. i texted them and asked where they were at that time and thankfully everyone replied after a few minutes except for one. i don't know why i asked them but i just thought i had to. i needed to. i was worried. i had to text the last person twice just so i can stop bad thoughts from running in my mind. dammit. i was worried the whole time until i got a reply. i just want everyone to be safe..