there comes a point in your life when you're officially an adult. suddenly you're old enough to vote, drink and engage in other adult activities. suddenly people expect you to be responsible. serious. all grown up. we get taller, we get older. but do we ever really grow up?

in some ways we grow up. we have families, we get married, we get separated. but for the most part, we still have the same problems we did when we were 15. no matter how much we grow taller, grow older, we are still forever stumbling. forever wondering. forever young.


i'll greet myself a happy birthday when i get what i've been wanting for for the past few months. but i know it's never that easy. it's never as simple as what some would expect.

for my birthday.. i want 'de-cluttering'. wait scratch that. i need 'de-cluttering'.

i am a coward. i admit to that. let the pride go down. i.dont.care.